So as you little ones know i write a lot a whole lot. I'm not good with the punctuation, but i try. i feel really depressed right now. i have been for several months on and off. i hate faking happiness for other people. my crush ( who i have loved for a LONG time) is moving on. now he i love hi very much but he says he isn't ready for love. i trust him more than anyone. i want to be his in his arms and lips to lips with his awesome breath. sadly, i cant. he isn't ready and i love him i cant force him. so i get to sit back and watch him have fun, party, laugh and play with his people. in pain waiting for him to come to me and be mine.

[intro]
i know im annoying. i try to hard,
but
{all}
{i}
{want}
{is}
{you!}

~music~

[verse]
i will wait for you.
til the end of time
til my heart runs dry
til i see you cry
for me.

and will i be alone.
this stabbing pain
in my heart will never
cease to

[chorus]
take my sight
take my breath
til the end of time
you can have what i have {left}.

ill hang my head
and cry
to stop the pain tonight
ut it will come back again!


[verse2]
i want you close to me,
wrapped in my arms so tight,
so ill never
have to say my sad goodbyes.

when will i hold you,
will the days pass me by
will i be able to catch you
and hold my head up high.

[chorus]



[bridge]
tears flow down
stain my shirt
tears flow down
its cause im hurt,
i writhe in pain
not in fear
because i know
your not here

[intro]